I forgot your face, voice, eyes, laugh, smile

I forgot , your smell, your scent

I forgot the feeling of your hand touch

I forgot my happiness with you

I forgot your name, your phone number

I forgot your words, your promises, your caring

I forgot the moon and the rain

I forgot the highways and roads

I forgot everything that is related to you

I also forgot my name

knowing the date and time of your death and when you reach happiness ecstasy you remember your death

standing on a clif and you want to fall down but you know if you did no one will be there to catch you

living perfect happiness, perfect joy, perfect understanding, perfect feelings but you know its all fake

reading  me like an open book, but feeling that you are not interested in this book

not missing you, or missing the good or bad times, not missing the smile, eyes, laugh but missing myself

wishing each moment you are mine, not wishing I’m yours coz I was!

wishing time would stop each time I’m with you to keep away from my death

waiting hell to turn into heaven… impossible

she never treated him in a nice way, never appreciated the love he has for her

she thought with this much of love he can never be for someone else, he will be like a ring in her finger moves where ever she points

never thought how much it will hurt when a day comes and his love is over, when a girl comes to treat him good, appreciate what she got.

now she knows how much she hurt him before, how much she hurt everyone who loved her before, coz shes holding same pain

and still with all the pain she is having, with feeling the pieces of her heart breaking into a very small little pieces, she doesn’t know her true feelings for him.

she want to cry but cant get the tears out, she cant order her heart to stop hurting, to stop loving, why she cant control her heart anymore, is this true love or what?

she doesn’t know, and wondering… if shes not sure, could it be love? when we are in love we feel it, we breath it, it goes all over our body.

This is a pray for some mind and heart peace…

Another love song!

If you go away – Patricia Kaas

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If you go away On this summer day
Then you might as well Take the sun away
All the birds that flew In the summer sky
When our love was new And our hearts were high
When the day was young And the night was long
And the moon stood still For the night bird’s song

If you go away
If you go away
If you go away

But if you stay I’ll make you a day
Like no day has been Or will be again
We’ll sail the sun We’ll ride on the rain
We’ll talk to the trees We’ll worship the wind
And if you go I’ll understand
Leave me just enough love To hold in my hand

If you go away
If you go away
If you go away

If you go away
As I’m the real must There’ll be nothing left
In the world to trust Just an empty room
Full of empty space Like the empty look
I see on your face I’ve been the shadow
Of your shadow I fell you might have kept me By your side

If you go away
If you go away
If you go away

But if You stay I’ll make you a day
Like no day has been Or will be again
We’ll sail the sun We’ll ride on the rain
We’ll talk to the trees We’ll worship the wind
And if you go I’ll understand,
Leave me just enough love To hold in my hand

If you go away
If you go away

Ne me quite pas