with the years she lived, happiness  and disappointments, sadness and and Joyness

a heart she has, crashed into very small little pieces and spread out everywhere in this universe

without him knowing, he picked all these pieces put them all together and with a smile from his lips he removed the scars from her heart

her soul lost its shine, wander to the nowhere, and he brought it back to her body gave it a shine from his soul and it moved in her whole body giving it new color, color of life

she lost the spark of her eyes and from his eyes spark he gave one to her.

with all that, she won back her heart, soul, eyes and smile

how she cant fall in love with him after giving her all that

how he can fall in love with her and he doesnt know what he gave her

how she can live without him and everything that brought her back to life was given by him

with his leaving he will take it all with him, her heart will be broken again and will never be fixed.

she will lose her soul again and will never find it

she will lose the spark of her eyes and they will be forever dead

how she can ask him not to leave, when all what he wants is to leave

she will beg, if her begging will keep him.

how she can let him know that the day he tells her he loves her will be a day to celebrate for the rest of her life, the tears she will cry will be the most beautiful tears any girl can shed, the smile she will give will be sent from heaven, the look in her eyes will stick to that moment, how she can tell him that she will born again in that moment.

how she can tell him that he is the guy she loved since the day she was born until the day of her death…

she never treated him in a nice way, never appreciated the love he has for her

she thought with this much of love he can never be for someone else, he will be like a ring in her finger moves where ever she points

never thought how much it will hurt when a day comes and his love is over, when a girl comes to treat him good, appreciate what she got.

now she knows how much she hurt him before, how much she hurt everyone who loved her before, coz shes holding same pain

and still with all the pain she is having, with feeling the pieces of her heart breaking into a very small little pieces, she doesn’t know her true feelings for him.

she want to cry but cant get the tears out, she cant order her heart to stop hurting, to stop loving, why she cant control her heart anymore, is this true love or what?

she doesn’t know, and wondering… if shes not sure, could it be love? when we are in love we feel it, we breath it, it goes all over our body.

This is a pray for some mind and heart peace…

I want u to tell me what are the 5 best things anyone ever done to u

for me its:

1- My Ex BF dedicated me a song on the radio

2- Nour brought me hamsters

3- Mo2men brought me cindrella 3D castle

4- Bakkouz for being really good friend

3- Jano  for bringing me food last night

Now tell me about urself

And You’re the perfect thing to say.
And you play your card, but it’s kinda cute.
Ah, When you smile at me you know exactly what you do.
Baby don’t pretend, that you don’t know it’s true.
Cause you can see it when I look at you.

And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It’s you, it’s you, You make me sing.
You’re every line, you’re every word, you’re everything.

I got this comment from Jolly on we’ve got a winner post, I dont have any comment about it but I wanted to share it with u and I would like u to comment

By: jolly on July 2nd, 2007
at 3:34 am

my asal name imran khan .l m 35 .i like anjelina jolia ,and when i see jolia in the filme i must see this filme .just i work in the malaysia withe profissional work,long time i m live in malaysia.
i like marry with jolia but i don’t what she thing about me ,and then i m poor man no very rich some time i think how can she marry with me i m poor and she rich woman must see the rich man .i like jolia with my hard ,i don’t now why this ? .my don;t whta she doit and what she do .my only think only i like her with my hard only on again thinking me .if she not see the money olny see the hard man plz cal me .and if she want money no meter i m put jolia in my dreamland ,agter i can;t do any think .plz love me plz plz plz…..my fon no .0060,16,3042367
ok khanks many anjelina jolia ,I LOVE YOU MANY

“Cards of Soldiers”

shapes of their faces . Blended with dirt and gloom
As they are all lost in faith of their blind guide
Nothing remains there but memories and doom
Rotten bodies covered the cryful ground
Shadows of soldiers used to live with dreams
Now its all gone with hatred & and nothin was found

Clouds of war obliterated the sun of their wishs
And plowed every sweet thing out their hearts
There planted all venom to poison thier ashes
Young corpses now all left for dogs and rats
Here they are with flags covered their fleshes
Tools they were , buried with their darts

Shape me with all your hatred that i dont need
Fuel me to kill and erase any other breed
Brain wash me to be your dirty weapon
Use me a play card , am just nothing

Wud it matter if they left with shame or glory
Wud it matter if they lived or died ?
Wud it matter if their faces were all gory
Wud it matter if we agreed or denied ?
Nothing left but memories and chary
Nothing left ,not even their pride

Shape me with all your hatred that i dont need
Fuel me to kill and erase any other breed
Brain wash me to be your dirty weapon
Use me a play card , am just nothing

Matt Kurd a friend of mine, vocalist in ESIDIC a local band, the best band in Jordan wrote these words, its their new hit, waiting them to record it, I’m sure it will hit the scene wish u luck guys

lol a very nice song for omar al abdallat i love it

Download

Today I got my finals marks I passed all my classes

barkoliiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii DDDDDDDDDD looooool

I’m happyyyyyyyyyyyyyy hehehehe

When i told my dad he cried O-o

there was a class i was afraid i wont pass it, thats why am happy not becoz am a stupid student lol

bas jad jad jad el 7amdellah D

last thing i want to say F*** u philadelphiaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Sexy isn’t it

I hate the way you talk to me, and the way you cut your hair.

I hate the way you drive my car, I hate it when you stare.

I hate your big dumb combat boots, and the way you read my mind.

I hate you so much it makes me sick, it even makes me rhyme.

I hate the way your always right, I hate it when you lie.

I hate it when you make me laugh, even worse when you make me cry.

I hate it when your not around, and the fact that you didnt call.

But mostly I hate the way I dont hate you,

not even close

not even a little bit

not even at all.