Do Guardian Angels really exist? If not what does it mean that we can feel them and believe in them?!

Since I was lil kid and I believe that I have Guadian Angel an angel who protects me sleep beside me when am sick bring the good moments to me,,, I never thought who that angel could be, when I meet sweet ppl who show love to me I say this is him,, but then they leave,,, die or just leave,,, but this one he’s with me all the time and can do things no one can,

I’m still not sure who is he but maybe hes no one just an angel I drew in my mind to ensure myself that we’r fine and there’s someone beside us,,, and maybe there is really an angel God sent him to me,,, and maybe it’s God himself or God love,,, whenever am down and very depressed having terrible time I always think that he left me and ask myself “what i done” and if he’s really mad at me,, now, I’m almost 22 dono if my thoughts as an adult now and will are silly but I bellieve that, that gurdian angel is God and he’s the one who I talk to whenever am down and ask him to rescue me, and he listen,,, I know am not that good girl (good muslim girl” “that God will consider”) but believe in God and loving God what will lead you to the right way not religion,,,, but anyway he knows that I believe in him coz I can feel him love him and other stuff dont want to talk about it :S

In the last weeks ’till now and I’m very down lonly and upset,,, sometimes I tell ppl about how I feel just to see how they’ll react but no one seem to care,,, and I really dont care, I’m not talking about God in general am talking about the relationship between me and him and as a Guardian Angel for me.

Mashallah

She is my elder sister by 1 year and 20 days we’r alot like twins, can really read, understand each other eyes and know what each one of us is thinking about

We always miss each other even if one of us went to sleep outside home for one night, so i dono what i’ll do if she went outside jordan or just got married :S when am sick, she always take care of me, we cry together and laugh together even if we’r laughing at each other

I never saw a girl who is more beautiful than her, she has amazing look amazing everything I adore her and adore everything about her even sometimes we fight and really hurt reach other but I really dont care about that and just forget about it in nxt day

I have alot of things to say about her and about how amazing she is but whatever I said wont be enough

When i went to taba she wrot nice post about me, thank u Jano :* thats a reason why am writting this to thank u and tell u how much I love u

Thank u for being the best sister and friend ever

Finally came back, had cool time its really nice place there,,, but I missed everyone here family and friends also the net as long as the net hour was for 24 $ :S

Stayed in hyatt taba nice hotel really but food was very bad  

in the 2nd day there was a show and a man with that skirt starts to dance it was sooo nice that man is amazing

the bad side that my dad met there ppl I didnt like and i had to act with them… there is pic's for them hehe

Anyway here i'm back to home and here is some pic's I got for u

ENJOY

You know I love Italy but when 1st time I saw balack I loved him, he is really CUTE!!and when i went to jeel to see the opening, one of the reasons was to see balack playing, Now he back and he was man of the match Anyway I didnt watch today’s game but 3-0 was enough to tell me what was going on.Now germany got their 9 point,,, good for them, they deserve it.

And no I didnt switch to germany I just like balack

I hope no one saw last night game,,, well,,, it wasnt a game… it was a DRUNK ppl fight!! I didnt like that game and even if they won I dont think they deserve also USA. I dont know why they played like this anyway I didnt see the game from the begining almost at the end of 1st part,,, Hope they wont do it again!!! If they did they better cancel the football team and forget about it!!!

Well i dont know if there is any use for my writtings but anyway i finished my finals today it was bad but in anyway am happy its over,,,, today also,,, italy game and i've uploaded some pic's in my flicker

am not in mood foranything i only wish italy will win today and i can go to jeel and see the game 

see ya  

Whenever I talk about my friends i say how much I'm Blessed to have them,,, and last night we we were more blessed by the marriage of my best friend Soso (soud) and her cute Husband Zuhair,,, had amazing time,,, Felt blessings surrounding us,,, anyway wish them all happiness ever efter specially between us their cute friends

3o2bal el bedhom (i'm pointing to myself) ;op

Well,,, here is some pic's

SoSO and Zuhair

SoSO and Zuhair 2

Me and Hamzeh

And more pic's may be added

Will last night italy were amazing as most of u saw anyway they are always amazing for me, saw the game in jeel club and was gr8 time there, well it deserves the 1.5 jd i wanted to take alot of pic’s but u know was busy in LOOKING and if u watched the game sure u noticed how ghana acts with italian players and saw how they Hit TOTTI!! but anyway hes fine now thx god

ENJOY

Well in the last few days i had really bad time,,, long time didnt come here and wanted when i back to write sth about me and the lessons that i learnt from this bad time,,, anyway was checking my email and got those pic's sure am nth for what those ppl are living,,, i just thanked god for my life…and wished better life for those ppl and the whole world :/
click here

And this : 

I guess this guy is stronger than anyone of us

I wonder for seconds if these pic's are true :S

anyway if u want more pic's for that guy or want to know his story i'll FW the email