remember the last jazz performance i went to before months! the guy I went there with last time isn’t a friend anymore and i don’t know if we ever were friends, anyway tonight i went to another one with friends and he was there! i don’t know if he saw me but i did saw him, the idea of him being there wasn’t on my mind at all, and i totally forgot about that guy,
i wanted to have a walk in Jabal Amman go to the long stairs and set there near wild Jordan, look at the Jordanian Flag and that ruins on the mountain in front of me,
but my friends wanted to leave so we did!
next! i don’t know why! but we passed beside blue fig Abodoun where i also have memories with that guy there! and i was like “why the hell we passed from here!”
now what am only asking myself! is tonight worthy to write about, or to think of!
maybe i will delete this post after days!



