and her thoughts always take her back to you, to each word you told her to each move to each look to each smile…

to all the time you held her hands keeping them warm, to your hugs where she found peace and warmth

why she only appreciate it when she leaves, why she always come back??!!

when she is with you, she loses herself and  think of everything you did and said, maybe its her inner voice that pushes her away from you telling her that shes does not deserve all this

but you always take her back

she loves you she loves you not

you love her you love her not

would you take her back again, after breaking your heart again and again and again

her heart breaks each time she is away from you, each time you fight, each time she breaks your heart

her mind heart soul breath, everything is thinking of you, and asking for you again

wish she  can know if you still have all the love for her, if not, she want you to tell her

she want you to tell her that you don’t love her anymore that you don’t want her in your life anymore

maybe that would set her free

but

if you do, please forgive her, give her a last chance, take her between your arms tell her how much you love her and promise her that this time will be different

that will set her free, from everything else but you

with a smile on her face she is ready to give you her life

whats your answer for all this? does she deserve an answer? i dont think so…